The pressure in our class

Wah... this years... i was In 3B in Chung Hwa Confucian SChool... tat was a class which second compare to all school class... but... because i was in tat class.. it was a pressure to me...     

i feel SO sad... i got to try... i try suicide ... but i can't do it... as the moment tat i wanna suicide... but my memory...why should i thinking of her.... i can't stop...thinking.