wah... The project... Make me ...pek cek..zzz

PEK CEK AR PEK CEK AR!~~~!!!

Ka cham nia... the Form 3 life..!!...wah..the brain now just only got 2 word... either HOMEWORK!!OR only PROJECT>>!!<<

Headache liao... the way i choose ya.. reading life...

cham... hope i can fast pass though such life...

xixi...fast go oh ^^... Now raining...zzz
ka tired lorh..^^...never mind... writing blog already be my habit...^^

I like it... ^^((Evilstr1ker wrote=_=)

xixi... nothing liao lorh~~

haha.. after 1 week.. i am consider so many way....to let myself don't miss you anymore.. well..

i still miss you... but now... i no sad anymore.. i got thinking about...
if you happy ... why should i need sad ler..^^...

so.. the beginning of life.. is started... i already find myself on way...^^
i should now... do more hard for the following examination..^^

Jia you oh ...Evil Striker..^^

Tudtud left bamboo... Lonely guy back

After today ... Tudtud ... completely break with bamboo ler...

Bamboo promise tat... the live is for tudtud.. now ..tudtud was left him...
Bamboo will forever dissapear....
Although got some regret...and much more sadness...
but i know we still got a way to walk... to proceed...
i can't just stand in the origin place...

Must take up mood ler... but now sad is keep coming from my heart...should take a long time.. to recover... Jia you bah...lonely guy...

Break ler... bamboo will dissapear forever...^^

IN the afternoon... i receive a sms... tudtud want breaks with bamboo ler... although bamboo is unhappy and tearing...

But .. If tudtud like it... bamboo will make it true...

At least.. bamboo still love tudtud...waiting for her 1 day coming back ...^^...

Fishing In class... Dream tio you..^^

Because of yesterday i was in tired status... and i sleep at 4am.. today..i can stand anymore...
TOday i suddenly fall asleep... and i dream tio my love..lol^^..

Besides tat...
I dream tio something tat i feel it was a miracles to me...
But i can't spoke it by using black ink...

Wah...^^..dream tiok you so happy.. cause i get 2 week more.... did not see you ler...

Miss you deeply..

Percentage of miss you for today...
99.99%..0.01% is for game
^^ i love you

Today ... Wah... si beh tired...

TODAY... 4am just sleep... and do so much extreme exercise....
Muscle pain .... sick ler...
Run 30 round school...
pump at house 200...
can't stand ler...
feel pek cek for such life...
i want die....
Who can use knife stab in my heart....
haiz.....so miss you....at least.. my heart still got you...
Stay deeply...

I am So miss you today...

dear... so long din see you... today i am so miss you ....
haiz...
this few day...
always face tio such thing i don't like it....
i feel that was a problem to me...

I was 2 week bo contact you ler...
MISS..you...Love you...

I learn something..."Weakness Will be eaten by Proness"..

Our class... the comparison of student including me.. actually is nearly same...
It was a competition to us...

My result... although not bad ... but in my class.. it just only..little of the feather... haiz....

i think I still cant accept...my marks..damn low...

GOING LOST MY WAY LER>>>.....<<<

wah.... i really lost my way..ler...

i can't make any decision anymore.... cannot...suffer...

i want cry ler......who can console me....

The Raining Fight with my Best FRIEND...

The night of 24 MAC 2009... i was take up a phone... my friend ... OLD MAN... he was summoned me go to find him in playground...located in my house area..

When i was arrive there...
I saw he was drinking alcohol... he try to make himself fall...
Actually... i want too.. but..
I need sms with my dar... i can't make myself drunk...
Anyway... when i was near him ... he try attract me go to the backstreet...
And suddenly.. he beat me..
What Is a respond when you beated by person?

Isit... punch back?..
YA... my respond... i was punch back him... i just noticed i am so fierce...the reason today i am fierce because i am down mood...

So i just punch him non-stop and the action keep move on until 1 hour...
I get injured also...
But he more serious...
After the fight of the night...
We together get mood back ler...
I must thank to my friend..

OLD MAN...

You are my best friend...^^...thank you...

Regret ... Why i did not make some revision...

Haiz....... wat a pain in my heart...

Pain until my tear going out... haiz....
but just now i had a walk at playground...the memory come out...
i saw 2 people... play so excited.... when i got take a look... i saw that guy is me... But now...

Myself.. sink in a deep hole... sufferness keep come out...
But i still miss you...
... i ... so...pain...i am regret haiz....

But ..i WILL MISS you EVERYDAy de...

I SWORE>...<
I will read harder NEXT TIME... I will get a GOOD result FOR NEXT TERM EXAM...i swore..

haiz... i am loser.....

Today... we get know our result... and my...

Haiz... My result as bad as i can't think it... i should't take so less marks in my exam...but why...

Isit because i am loser....?.. or even i can't read book as well....

i need answer.....

But no person will get the answer except myself...
but..i no have confident to found out..which way i walk is correct...

Crying... today...24 March 2009..from sohai... most bad mood day....

The pressure in our class

Wah... this years... i was In 3B in Chung Hwa Confucian SChool... tat was a class which second compare to all school class... but... because i was in tat class.. it was a pressure to me...     

i feel SO sad... i got to try... i try suicide ... but i can't do it... as the moment tat i wanna suicide... but my memory...why should i thinking of her.... i can't stop...thinking.

Maybe...Maybe..Maybe

Maybe... i and my dear... will not longer.. but i hope... we can longer until future....                  

Maybe... my life will be gone in suddenly..... maybe...tomorrow... i will dead because of a accident....

Maybe...  i will sent to American for education... maybe... i will go back for learning dance...

Maybe... i will sad because i lost you... may be i can't survive without you...

MAYBE.... one day i dead... all person will be sad.. But only..you... just happy because you get freedom...

MAYBE... MY LEAVE IS BETTER TO ALL PERSON.... MAYBE ..MY LEAVE MAKE A WOUND TO ALL PERSON....

Maybe..this world....got many maybe... 

Where my MAYBE come from?..... it is a question for me from now...

haha... always be sick....

Why i am so WEAK!! .... always sick... i hate that feeling...   

When i was sick.. i try not to inform dear... i no want let her know what i was happened... But... i also can't lie her... i been cut by parang in Mac holiday.. i inform her ... she was..cried.. 

Maybe i should't tell her that time... i should keep it myself.... i no want any body know tat.. wat i happened... especially for her... 

She is a happy girl... she obvioulsly cry... but because of me... she cried... it just like a person use a knife... directly put it in my heart...... 

What a Pain... now... 23 Mac 2009.. i get sick again... 

Its not a normal sick... 

I Should keep it myself.... 

keep it in my heart... 

but.. i will be okay de^^.. i promise anyone ... and also her...^^ 

I will be okay!!^^

The Time Go So fast...

After 2008  September... In a Short while... my Life changes so much.... i meet my dear when she was escape school and find us ..but just only 1 i come...  tat make us... know each other more...and we realize... we got feel each other... and tat time i told her tat i love her so much... tat a miracles for me..

Last time ... i swore... i just only love 1 person... but now...xixi... change jor... because i was meet her in  my life... her appearance... make my life...starting became excited... i got 2 week does't meet her ler... 

i am not NAUSEATING... i really miss you .... 

And the Blog is make for you .... 

But ... now i can face the girl ler..^^ i can tell her... i just only love my dear... i can put down you ler... yeah..^^  i don't know whether our journey may be long or not... i just only know i love you so much... as much as i can't believe... i can't survive without..you...

haha...maybe.. you already stay in my heart deeply...^^ xixi... anyway...I love you forever..^^